I feel lost
I feel sad
I need god.. i dun think he even wants me this time
I'm depressed.... I'm stressed.. I hate myself.... I'm sick.. I feel dizzy...... I need a doctor....BRB
jst came back from doctors...
he said dat i'm suffering from depression and everywan around me shud either die or pretend they had.. owh and he also says that I shud hate myself because of everythin i've done.. and he only prescribed me 1 thing......
how i wish the doctor had said that..
i have a high fever.. and a cough.. and a soar troat .. and a flu.. and a bad headache
for sum reason.. i think the main reason of me getting sick is because of u!!! u!!! and u!!! seriously.. i do.. ( note dat you xtually means me.. i'm jst tryin 2 take blame on other peeps)
will i still go 2 heaven if i stabbed myself with a knife?
hard chance no?
If it was my last day on earth.. i think it will be filled with me calling everywan and saying that i'm sorry..
I hate myself... I dun feel gud.. I think i'm about 2 throw up..
of wait.. its just cough..
I'm sick!! i wan ppl 2 pity me..
I need sleep..
I feel dizzy..
shit.. I'm seriously gona throw up noe..
no i din mean it.. I jst want pity.. 0 lovely comments ✿