I sat for my finals 2 weeks ago, so I guess I can say I'm a predetermined college graduate :)
I doubt I'll be missing college much. I didn't exactly fit in, but hey, I made some good friends along the way.
Now I know what you're all thinking; What's Next Sabrina?
I know I want to go to get my degree but I don't know what in :(
I ventured into marketing in the last 2 years, and although I performed fairly well, I don't see myself pursuing a career in it.
And my parents are the best in the world! They are allowing me to take a gap year to explore my options.
So what's next? well, I don't know.
I.Don't.Know.and that scares the hecks out of me.
I am the kind of person who gets her security from knowing what is coming ahead thus being able to be prepared, so this whole *not-knowing-what-i-want-to-do* state is leaving me feeling rather vulnerable and a whole lot insecure ! *hyperventilates*
Don't I wish I could spin the wheel of life and have my whole life planned for me. Then at least if anything goes wrong, I could blame the wheel and not take blame for making the wrong choice! (taking responsibility is not something I excel in, so I've been told)
But jumping back into reality, it really is scary. Knowing that you have full responsibility of shaping your future. One wrong choice and in a blink of an eye, you're 40 with the bitter realization that you've wasted your entire life on a job you hate. *hyperventilates again*
So this is a big big BIG decision. And I HAVE to make the right choice.
But don't get me wrong, I am very blessed to be surrounded with people who are always willing to advise and give their 2 cents ( no really, ALWAYS willing).
And I also believe that we, the people who know God, has an added advantage because He always has our back, whether it is keeping us safe, or ensuring we have the future that He has planned for us.
So, wish me well for my new adventure; to discover my passion and to make the right choice for my degree.
Keep praying for me :)
PS: Any follow ups on my pursuit for passion would be titled and labeled for easy reading
Labels: The pursuits of passion0 lovely comments ✿